[	mood	|	nervous	]
[	tunes	|	roxie is barking. STUPID BITCH.	]

hey, look! a little update for mandy! i think she's the only one who reads this thing anymore. christie stopped, marissa might still, and ryan definitely stopped. hahah. i guess it's cause i did stop writing. GUYS! I STILL READ YOURS! : ( i fucking woke up at 5:45 this morning. actually like, 2:15 because john and jewbanks had to call and wake me up. john said he loved me, again. i don't see why he does this to me. he gets some sick pleasure out of it. too bad it doesn't mean anything to me, because i love sean. i'm going to his friend's house today to watch their band play. then to the love palace? oh goodness.

p.s.- hunterdon central is gonna suck this year.

[	mood	|	sleepy	]
[	tunes	|	the artist in the ambulance- thrice.	]

just let me feel your breath against my lips. why must everything be so uncertain? as you draw up your conclusions, anesthesia knife impales. my heart's never been ready for expulsion.

p.s.- i'm fat.

[	mood	|	nostalgic	]
[	tunes	|	phonecards and postcards- tokyo rose. <3	]

speaking in drunk tongues can hurt the ones you love, especially when you're not drunk enough.
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